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Inside my skin - Numetal Music
A electronic music release from 0zkMusic.
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Lyrics
I feel the weight
Of things unsaid
They echo loud
Inside my head
The mirror cracks
But shows no face
I try to scream
It leaves no trace
My hands are mine
But feel too far
Like wearing flesh
That never scars
A voice I hear
Is not my own
It drags me down
Through blood and bone
I fight to breathe
But drown in air
I beg for light
But nothing’s there
This isn’t me—
Or maybe it is
I lose myself
In what I miss
I try to stand
But something pulls
A thousand knives
Beneath my skull
Each day I crawl
Through hollow skin
Not sure where I end
Or where I begin
The idea#
Dysphoria of the ordinary self: weight of unsaid things, mirror without face, scream without trace. Hands that feel too far, “like wearing flesh / that never scars”; a voice not one’s own dragging through blood and bone. The terror is not invasion from outside so much as uncertainty—“This isn’t me— / Or maybe it is.”
Nu-metal night-atmosphere fits that crawl through hollow skin. Ending and beginning refuse to stay mapped; each day is negotiation with knives under the skull. I hear less monster movie than honest panic about ownership of one’s body and mind.
